Category Archives: Life

Mr. Right CEO

Some nice memories one can find in a stack of drafts. 

Sweet summer’2014

Despite being full time unemployed, I am part time busy. Volunteering, helping out my friends with their business and trying to stay a bit  distant from all that jazz with career track.

Like a guy, who are deadly afraid of a new connection after  breakup of long term realationship. Me too.  It was too good to be true.

I don’t want to be engaged again too early.  Professionally.

I have professional flings, short-term, long distance relationships, ONS, FwB.

I didn’t get any proposal yet. Still waiting for an irresistible one from Mr. Right CEO.





Weekly photo challenge: Admiration

Admiration   – another Great A challenge!



“We can forgive a man for making a useful thing as long as he does not admire it. The only excuse for making a useless thing is that one admires it intensely. All art is quite useless.”

Oscar Wilde ,  The Picture of Dorian Gray





“Have you ever felt the longing for someone you could admire? For something, not to look down at, but up to?”
― Ayn Rand

Weekly photo challenge: Abstract

Abstract   is a great idea!


What and how can be (or is) abstract?

Abstract as an oposite to concrete?

Does “abstract” mean no details?

Abstract is a concept, not a story?

The photograph tells nothing about the  past nor about the future…There is no story behind and no story in front of…

Abstract forces to think, not to feel?

Conceptual vs detailed? Empty  vs full? Colorful vs monochromatic? Rational vs emotional as abstract vs concrete? Cold vs warm?

Love, hate, miss, disappointment are abstract?

What does make picture abstract – visuals or titles?

More questions than answers…

Eternal vs temporary. Life vs death.


An abstract yellow spot? Lemon as a funny present. With the past. in the present  and with the future dilemma  -to make lemonade or grab tequila&salt?

Writers’s block. No ink, but still full.
I put my feet into the pool. Urban concept.


Loneliness? Pride?

Weekly photo challenge: DINNERTIME

Dinnertime  challenge is a tough one.



“Ah! good Sir! no Whores before Dinner, I beseech you.”

[Love’s Last Shift]”
― Colley Cibber, The Plays of Colley Cibber


Weekly photo challenge: FUTURE

Future is  a  promise made by present.  Spring is a promise too. Rhubarb is an example 🙂


“I have realized that the past and future are real illusions, that they exist in the present, which is what there is and all there is.”
― Alan W. Watts





Weekly photo challenge: One Love

One love refers to the universal love and respect expressed by all people for all people, regardless of race, creed, or color.

The Urban Dictionary

One Love is much more than just LOVE and more times more than just ONE.


National love. Stolen pic 🙂 Author will get an extra  kiss.
I love you too – riverbank replies to another one…


shared kiss is a safe love
urgent blood delivery is the universal love
Love declaration
Love challenge
it’s all love

Honest vs….

Sometimes we do write letters supposed to change something. Or everything. Sometimes we write letters with the silent hope they will change nothing.

Sometimes I  feel like I am too honest to be  on the safe side. I say things in advance instead of  keeping my mouth  shut.  Sometimes I force people to do their own decisions based on my honesty, despite I am afraid of these decisions.

My dear,  I was thinking a lot about you tonight,
About me being provocative and you being vulnerable.  About me being emotional and you trying to be rational. Me – too open and you  – drawing your  own conclusions.
About present, past, words and their meanings, fear of changes and our preferred type of sexual relationships.
About us, both reading each other as a book, both missing each other and unread pages.
About us being in the relationship, that has no definition or title yet.
You are the person I like to be with: talk, be silent, correspond,  kiss, smile, play word games. It’s great to be with you, just to be. 

I know , being f***ing honest with each other is far more great than just f***ing…. But if I had kept my mouth shut I would have been much happier today …